Sabi nila when a couple starts living together, unti unti din daw nababawasan ang “making love” nila… I never really believed that kasi hindi sya naging applicable sa past relationships ko until ung ngayon.  Minsan tuloy, I feel rejected to the point na naiisip ko yung mga ex ko na sila ung lageng nagyayaya at nangungulit  tapos ngayon ako na nga yung nagyayaya, hinihindian ako. I feel pathetic tuloy. And then I remembered my friend na nagrereklamo na hindi sila madalas mag make love ng bf nya which was the reason why she cheated.  Well, I don’t think I would want to cheat just because of sex…pero nga naman it can be a reason pero it’s an ugly reason and…panget talaga!!

Pero naisip ko rin, what if hindi ka masatisfy sa bed ng taong mahal mo?  Would you seek satisfaction from someone else and yet masasabi mo pa ding mahal mo ang gf/bf mo?  Nakakagulo ng isip pero sa ngayon I can say that I am so looking for the feeling of making love (  I cant force bf to make love with me naman and I don’t do “self-gratification” (ooops, over-sharing!!!) and the funny thing is napapanaginipan ko na tuloy na I’m having sex with other people.

Dream #1 (Monday afternoon)
It’s with an officemate.  Hindi nga kami close kaya I was so surprised. The place looked like a condo kasi napaka personalized ng place with some photos of his family ata.  We were kissing soft sa blue sofa.  He was on top of me and one of his hands was softly caressing my boobies. I was wearing boxers na pink (wala ako nun&hellip.  His hand moved slowly inside my boxers and started playing with “mine” tapos he went down on me and he was squeezing my butt.  He stood up and took off his white shirt (na expose ang kanyang very toned na katawan) and took my shirt off na din tapos he asked me to kneel sa sofa.  I was facing the sliding door na over looking sa ortigas area na hindi ko sure kung saan and he started entering me from behind!!!! Take note, hindi ako nagpapa doggy and the weirdest part was I was liking it!!! Nagising ako kasi I felt the need to take a pee. Hahahaha

Dream #2(Wednesday afternoon)
Me and some girl named “KEL” were making out sa isang bed.  The room is quite dark but I can see that KEL was petite and has the most beautiful boobies I have ever seen!! I was kissing, licking, playing with her “gift” sucking it wildly and she was moaning so loud.  I went down on her and started kissing her naked “uhm” while fingering her!! JACKPOT!!!!  I woke up because my bf pulled me closer to him while sleeping…

Can anyone suggest anything na pang pawala ng "gana"..? PLEASE?

My blog life was stopped for a moment because I had to attend a wedding at Bicol…  The ceremony was….different (hehehe) because it was a Christian wedding.  But nonetheless, I had fun.  It was the first time I saw my friend cry from the start of the ceremony until the pastor declared them husband and wife.  It was surreal. 

We actually got there last Friday and my officemates and I didn’t waste time exploring Naga City.  The hotel was not that nice but what do you expect from a 500/ night room, right?  The hotel was situated just beside the river that looks like a big creek.  Good thing it didn’t smell like Pasig River… Anyway, when we got settled in our hotel/motel we went out and searched for authentic Bicol cuisine.  Geewan was the name of the Restaurant. It was behind the plaza, in front of the tricycle terminals.  They served real good food.  My bf and I spent almost 250 for the following:

-          Pinangat (was really creamy, tasted like it had cheese in it)

-          Lumpiang Sariwa

-          Bulalo

-          4 servings or rice (I had 1 ½…hehe)

-          2 bottles of carbonated drinks

Not bad… When I was doing the budgeting prior to the travel, I set our “money-food” at 250/person.  I didn’t expect that 250 was already a lot for a couple.  Hehehe..  We may not have chosen the authentic cuisine but we were able to taste their Bicol express, Laing and Kare-Kare.  I rate restaurant’s cooking at 8 (scale of 1-10, 10 being the highest).

Actually our Bicol experience was more on food trip.  That same night, my bf and I woke up at 1am and found ourselves hungry again.  Unfortunately, our hotel wasn’t serving food after 10pm so we had to go out and look for a place where we can satisfy our hunger.  We found the very dependable Jollibee which was open 24-hours and ate our way through dawn. 

Saturday was dedicated to the wedding.  The van picked us up at 9am and the ceremony lasted until around 3pm.  We went back to the hotel to change our clothes for the after-wedding party held at the bride’s place.  The van picked us up at 5.30pm and stayed there until around 9.30pm.  A lot of eating, singing and drinking was done until a kill-joy friend of ours decided to leave.  Well, that is another story that I have yet to decide if I would want to share it or not. Hehe..

Sunday was dedicated to CWC.  Yes, I was able to experience wakeboarding!!!  It was A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!!  Although I wasn’t able to complete the entire course, I was only able to make half of it… Apparently, I’m still having problems figuring our right from left. Hehehe.. Our body started to hurt after wakeboarding but we still tried the floating obstacle courses on the other pool.  It was a B-L-A-S-T.  there were:

-          Floating see-saw

-          Floating giant slide (that made me cry because I was so scared to slide down)

-          Floating iceberg

-          2 floating different obstacle courses that are connected with each other.

You have to swim you way from one course to another.  I allotted 30 minutes of our time there but our actual time was almost 2 hours.  I still can’t figure out how kids can finish the entire course at a flash!..  Nakakinsulto! Hahahaha…

My bf and I spent almost 2000.  It included the following:

-          165.00 for helmet and vest rental for wakeboarding

-          500.00/ person deposit for the boards ( I think)

-          350.00 for food (they serve great food there!!)

-          200.00/ person for the floating obstacle courses (good for half day)

-          1200 (divided by 8 so 300 for us) for the Cabana which was consumable

-          500 for the pasalubong ( I bought a shirt for my kulit)

Not bad for an entire fun and eating and drinking! Plus you get to see good looking mean with hot bods! Hehehe…

We got back at the hotel around 7pm so we visited the nearest “palengke” to buy some pasalubong however the stores were already closed so we went to the their “hot spot” located at Magsaysay street.  We found ourselves eating again at Doy’s place where the served authentic Filipino Cuisine. Food was not the great but we all went back to the hotel satisfied.  We played “tong-its” from 11pm to 2am… 

We left the hotel at 12.30 and was already on our way back to manila at 2.05pm.

So… as you can see, my bf and I, together with my friends really love to eat. Hehehe.

Bicol is a place to be if you are in for carbo-loading trip.*wink*wink*

For almost 6 months, I have been able to manage my finances properly.  Able to pay for the bills, rent and buy kulit’s necessities.  For some reason, I was a little short this payday.  Well little short is an understatement… I am really short this payday! Haaay, I don’t want to be trapped sa “nabubuhay kada sweldo” but I know if I will not be able to fix my finances by the end of the month, I am doomed for the entire year  Well, it’s really hard to be a single mom… Even if my mom helps once in a while, I still do most of the paying.  My daughter pa naman is sickly.  She has severe asthma attacks.  Imagine last year she was admitted 6 times!!!  Even If she has health insurance, the medicines are killing me.  Haaaay… Mag asawa na lang kaya ako ng mayaman?! Hehehe…